heavenangels ♥

Friday, February 1, 2008

it's the matter of trust lah ok.
you could have just said so.
say that you don't trust me, you don't believe what i say.
don't have to beat acround the bush, don't have to pretend.
i have brain, i CAN think, i know what's happening.

i told you i'm having cramps and i'm not feeling well.
i even gave you my PARENT'S LETTER.
you said you cannot just accept a parent's letter.
and i told you I WASN'T FEELING WELL SINCE WEDNESDAY, i can't attend the CCA camp, i can't!
but did you believe? you obviously didn't.
you insisted on contacting my father, and CHASE MY SUPERGOOD FRIEND AWAY.
which you assume she was a nuisance -.-
my SUPERGOOD friend and i tolerate that, we kept quiet and SUPERGOOD FRIEND even listen - she move further away from us.
after that, you called my father, and told him MANY CRAPs.
then you claimed that my father said my cramps happen often, so it's okay for me to stay in school.
i was feeling uncomfortable and i insisted on going home.
but you said that today (Friday) was a CCA day anyway,
i HAVE TO attend it still ---...---
eventually, i decided to go for the CCA, but not the camp at all.
i send SUPERGOOD friend and came back.

at the start of the CCA, i cried.
i was feeling unwell, super unwell and uncomfortable.
you came and QUESTIONED me.
you asked if i was REALLY ill.
i told you YES, very ill!
but did you believe? you obviously didnt lahhur!
you said if i'm really ill, you will call my father to fetch me to the clinic and get a MC.
i said fine,sure (go ahead lah, i scared ah!).
and so, you went to call my father.
then you call me to talk to my father, and yes i did.
my father told me to borrow money from you, call a cab and go to the clinic myself.
he say he cannot leave the office.
after i hang up, i told you that.
but did you believe? you obvious didn't!
you stared at me blankly.
and i told you YES! that's what my father said - BORROW MONEY FROM YOU, get cab and go to the clinic myself!
you wouldn't believe me. you gave me a long nag.
(which it's impossible to remember all)
you drag to what 'O' level, which it's at least 2years apart!
"O level how? Still cramp how? Don't take the national exam is it?" you asked that.
i replied you, i said i can't take what, cramp how to take. the most take prelim score loh.
but you keep telling me what, but it's national exam but it's national exam.
in the end, you still didn't lend me any money.
worst still, you decided to call my mother to fetch me.

you insisted that someone must come and fetch me.
you wouldn't let me go.
my mother told you she couldn't come, and you called my father again!!
this time, you talk throughout with my father.
finally, you lend me money and called a cab for me.
(well, thankyou.)
i asked if i have to bring the MC back before i go home after seeing the doctor.
you said no, but you will call later -.-
when the cab arrived, you open the door and told the taxi driver to go to Pasir Ris Polyclinic. wowwowwow, that show how much you didn't trust me and how unwillingly you decided to let me go eh.

Your attitude is as disgusting as your looks.

the beauty exposed ;